October’s Love Dies. Tuesday the Thirteenth. Years die.
Notions that not even two strongest sayings in the Universe can mend two separate broken hearts.
“I’m Sorry” never holds the ventricles in place so that the “I Love You” can flow and emotions feel bliss.
Broken is Bitter.
Broken turns into ambition as an excuse for one as the other continues to love.
Broken for the other turns into judgments that ‘They’re all the same’, as the other fronts that the feelings aren’t there.
Bitter leads to tears as the two strongest sayings in the Universe are misused.
“I’m Sorry” never quiets emotion so that “I Love You” can tame the passion.
Bitter is Torn.
Bitter being the reminder for one what love has done, and how it hurt before… While sweet flavors turn to frustration for the other.
Bitter being frustration of the feeling that sweet will no longer exist after… Three years.
Torn is the feeling after the realization that the two strongest sayings in the Universe were lies of one end, and not the other.
“I’m Sorry” never stops permanent tears so that “I Love You” will have a clear definition.
Torn is one’s ambition to make the pain of prior heartbreak to go away to help void any future feelings of the same character, while the other feels obligated to make the first understand that it is able to be mended, whereas neither one of them are able to be fixed.
Torn is one’s desire to be held and having someone make the pain and emotion go away by any means necessary, while the other sees the firsts’ pain, and… reacts to block emotion with ambition, portraying false images of a ‘goal-seeker’ to peers and remaining occupied by goals as an excuse to run.
“I’m Sorry” never represses prior pains while “I Love You” only brings about painful memories of Broken, Bitter, Torn.
Notions that not even two strongest sayings in the Universe can mend two separate broken hearts.
“I’m Sorry” never holds the ventricles in place so that the “I Love You” can flow and emotions feel bliss.
Broken is Bitter.
Broken turns into ambition as an excuse for one as the other continues to love.
Broken for the other turns into judgments that ‘They’re all the same’, as the other fronts that the feelings aren’t there.
Bitter leads to tears as the two strongest sayings in the Universe are misused.
“I’m Sorry” never quiets emotion so that “I Love You” can tame the passion.
Bitter is Torn.
Bitter being the reminder for one what love has done, and how it hurt before… While sweet flavors turn to frustration for the other.
Bitter being frustration of the feeling that sweet will no longer exist after… Three years.
Torn is the feeling after the realization that the two strongest sayings in the Universe were lies of one end, and not the other.
“I’m Sorry” never stops permanent tears so that “I Love You” will have a clear definition.
Torn is one’s ambition to make the pain of prior heartbreak to go away to help void any future feelings of the same character, while the other feels obligated to make the first understand that it is able to be mended, whereas neither one of them are able to be fixed.
Torn is one’s desire to be held and having someone make the pain and emotion go away by any means necessary, while the other sees the firsts’ pain, and… reacts to block emotion with ambition, portraying false images of a ‘goal-seeker’ to peers and remaining occupied by goals as an excuse to run.
“I’m Sorry” never represses prior pains while “I Love You” only brings about painful memories of Broken, Bitter, Torn.
Your ambition appears as narcissism and laughter at my tears, while I try to repress the pain caused by your two lips uttering the two strongest sayings in the Universe and using them as lies.
Autumn Stones. Past. Present. Future. Representing each stage of life that I choose to forget. Repress. Move on. Season of Fall. Month of October. Day: Thirteenth.
So Please. Take your ambitions and live lonely and peacefully while I take my emotions and live peacefully and lonely.
Just know that “I’m Sorry… and I Love You…”
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